Excerpt from Episode 4, Kate I am very interested in you as you probably can tell. I am intrigued by and drawn to your sexuality. I have always fantasized about the kind of sexual play that I think you like. I know that I love to be spanked, bitten, pinched, scolded, held down, and to have a man’s fist wrapped firmly around my hair, pulling and yanking me into submission. I also like to call my lover ‘Daddy’ and think of him as an authority figure. I want him to call me baby, little girl, bad girl, and similar names, and nasty names, too, which I'll leave to your imagination. I long to be tied up by a Dominant man (one that I trust); but I have only been tied up once, and just my wrists, and I had to practically beg him to do it. He seemed to get no thrill out of it at all, and so there was really no thrill in it for me. When I was only about 12 years old, I started fantasizing about having a man tie me up, spank me, and bite me. Like you, I was very sexual very early. I remember that thinking about being tied up, spanked, and fondled made me really wet, even then; and right now I am excited thinking about it. It has always really turned me on to call my partner ‘Daddy’ and to think of him as my Daddy. It's not that I desire to be with or fantasize about my actual father. What I really want is a lover who considers me his special, precious little girl; a lover who will protect me, defend me, guide me and cherish me in ways similar to the prototypical father figure of popular culture. But my fantasy Daddy goes far beyond the overprotective father in popular culture. He also exercises full privileges with his little girl, and his jealousy really stems from his hot, perverted lust for her and his need to control and to own her, mind, body and soul. He controls her in ways that only a strong, fatherly, authority figure can; these ways range from tender to cruel, from compassionate and fair to tyrannical, depending on his whim. Daddies are at the top and daughters on the bottom, in the natural hierarchy. From this vantage point, there is no question that the Daddy can rule, compel and control his daughter, who is weaker and smaller, also by nature. So, the imagery of Daddy/daughter fits well into my desire to be forced, taken, and controlled by my partner, in defined contexts and settings. This imagery excites and arouses me, sexually, as well as provides a strong sense of comfort and security in my otherwise unsafe world.