| Excerpt from Episode 2, Arlana …Yes, I do indeed recognize that it is really from being pleasing to my Master that I draw my pleasure. You see, I want to please Him because He is my guide. I figured this out after a session that was so good, so difficult that I was illuminated, as a pilgrim is, who sets eyes on Holy Relics or something soul shattering of the sort. I adore relinquishment, as I have told You before. The love and gratitude I feel for what my Master is giving me makes me obedient and compliant, though I am an independent and willful woman in life. Mental games are as important as the physical. A purely sensational scene will leave me emotionally cold and often mentally distant. The greatest tool to "break" me I have found, besides fear and great pain, is tenderness. This, mixed in with fine cruelty as a seasoning has given me some of the most memorable moments of my life. Practically speaking, I have enjoyed all types of bondage, saran wrap, cords, shackles and cuffs. I also have experienced: needle play, nipple training, vaginal lip training, urine retention, corset training, as well as urethra play. I have had to wear plugs and love balls out of the house, been told how to dress and been ordered to meet in strange places where I have been dominated, tied and left for a time. I have been in a body bag, donned a latex mask with only a tiny hole, been wrapped in a body harness under latex sheets (little air), ridden in the trunk of the car- blindfolded. . . (yum), and have been whipped paddled and flogged with a cornucopia of instruments. I have been trained to be a proud slave, not a groveling one, and have also learnt to be proud of my sexuality in all its respects. I am not the housecleaning type of submissive. Sub-slaves and foot-boys do that for me, but I love to sit at my Master's feet as He reads the paper or sleep at the foot of His bed or even on the floor if He chooses. I would adore a cage…sigh. |
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